"As long as I can remember, For all my spirits days, All of my journeys have been roads home to You."

7.29.2008

Lost

Things I have lost in the past few months:

1) My ATM card
2) My favorite ring
3) My favorite sunglasses
4) My favorite Yoga Capri's
5) My mind

Seriously. Where have 1-4 gone? Where in the bottomless pit of my house and life have they disappeared too? I have this passive aggressive way of dealing with things that I have lost. It isn't very productive and it is actually quite frustrating. I can acknowledge that something from my life has gone astray. I just won't go looking for it right away. I wait for it to show back up again. I suppose I feel like once I go looking for it I will realize something has been completely lost. This is ridiculous. I know that you are laughing at me. It's ok. I have done that my entire life- not laughing at myself, just my approach to finding lost things. 

I have lost a handful of wallets in my life... I have lost two different drivers licenses, I have lost important warranty information and receipts. My heart desires to be so much more organized than I am able to pull together.

I am tired of losing things. I am really sad about the ring, the sunglasses, the yoga capris... I know they are just things but I really really enjoyed them. So if you find them, please alert me as soon as possible. I would be so grateful. Seriously, I would probably scream with joy. The ATM card and my mind? Nah... I got a new card awhile ago, and my mind probably can't be found!


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