Wish

"I wanna do something that matters, 

Say something different,
Something that sets the whole world on it's ear
I wanna do something better, with the time I've been given
and I wanna try to touch a few hearts in this life
and leave nothing less that something that says I was here

I know it's my destiny to leave more that a trace of myself in this place
And I know that I, I will do more than just pass through this life
I'll leave nothing less that something that says I was here"

I have been encouraged to rest and let go. I'm learning that sometimes Jesus lives in the voices of those who love me well, and even though ridiculous... in the radio. Sometimes I wish the voices and insights didn't contradict each other so much. However, the love for me continues in the different points of view, and their direction to Jesus rises above it all. 

Today is my birthday, and I love birthday's. My Wish? To leave more then a trace of myself in this place, do more than just pass through this life... say something different. I have known that I could do anything, and that I can be anything... there has been fear in my heart to make the wrong choice, or what I  deem "the right choice". What I know in my mind is starting to permeate the fear that lives in my heart. I know what I want. I know what that means. I know that regardless of where that puts me, who I love, and what choices I make, I believe that my life is going to mean something different.  

I believe that my wish can come true, 

That it is coming true as I continue to,

Take deeper breaths, 

Focus myself on Christ, 

Listen to the silences in addition to the voices of those who love me- 

and those voices that live in the radio.