accepted.

Today I accepted the already generous offer that had an extra injection of financial security added. Because they liked me that much. I was worth it. True story.

I also found out that the apartment I most desired was a go- the application process stressed me out- and now I am set to move in August 15th. It's a Monday. I like that. There is something normal sounding about it. Mostly because by that point Essen will be back from his summer sabbatical and I'll be able to go to church on Sunday one last time before the move.

My heart right now is quiet and sort of processing on a normal, yet accelerated speed. I am still in pajamas, but I am packing up my room first. There is a pile for JJ of things that I think she'll want, there is a bag for goodwill of things they will be picking up, and then a trash bag. I have thought back to last January when I was packing for Indiana, and then in July when I was unpacking for not having gone to Oregon. This time it feels different. Maybe because it has happened so fast. I am sure that is part of it. Yet, there is a quality to the pursuit, choice, and all the prayer that has my heart peaceful.

Peaceful and quiet without a doubt.

I leave Lexington with gratitude for a tremendous journey and adventure. I grew so much, loved so much, and battled through so much here. There are memories at every corner, and friendly ghosts that always show up when you least expect it. I will miss my community in Roanoke, whom I have loved and been shown a lot about myself and life, and love and relationships. It's been a ride for sure.

The next three weeks are going to fly by at an incredible speed. I am nailing down moving company information, and trying to sort through what stays in the house as I have it listed to sell, and what I can't create my new home without in North Carolina. Gracie has been pumped about the dog community at our new complex- they are outfitted with a 3 miles Greenway trail, dog park, and dog socials. She isn't thrilled about living on the 3rd floor, but I've assured her that she will need the exercise. B&BW in their empathy for the move and emphasis on work/life balance have suggested that I start training in Roanoke if I need more time in Virginia before I go. My most sincere hope and plan however is that I will get packed up- and I will get some time before the new job, hopefully 2 days that I can be and do something restful. And then I will start work the week of the move. By January I will have worked two incredibly difficult seasons- Bridal Christmas and Holiday without much of a break in-between. I'm hoping for a breather. Maybe a quick stop trip to somewhere familiar, warm, and just relaxing.

In any event. I have felt the gossip mill churn and spin, and have gotten the most random and unexpected people asking for details. It drives me crazy. Like literally. Crazy. But. I'm pumped. And while not ready- very emotionally ready for this fun new adventure!

It's just now official. I have accepted it!