Today was a day filled with a constant feeling of "Go"...don't stop. Just keeping moving onto the next thing. I woke up and shortly thereafter was called and the day began...helping Tex move out of the garage, assemble a dresser that required two trips to Lowe's, lunch with the boys- and an hour work out at the Y with the same boys- dinner at Katie's with the boys plus Theresa...and now home. I am sitting in the newly organized and placed Office in our house, and its so refreshing.
Crankiness. Today I was not cranky, it was fun and interactive...but somewhere along the way in the ride back to the house after dinner tonight the cranky switch got tripped, and I don't know why. Perhaps the changes and coordinating of chaos from this weekend finally caught up to me, but I'm just tired. I did not pass go and collect 200 dollars- I just walked into the house tonight and went straight for the shower...hoping in there somewhere that perhaps the fatigue, maybe even the strain from working out, or just the social interaction all day would be washed away with the hot water pouring down. It did help, but as I sit here I can feel my attitude wain in things that are not important and in details that I can not control.
I do not know what causes the change from one moment from a next, often times you can reflect on something someone did, or something they said- but what do you blame or pin it on when there's nothing? Just a simple change that takes an instant and all of a sudden anything you find less then thrilling becomes emotional.
Just a thought.
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