a touch in.

I have gone to write this blog a couple of times this morning. In part to keep my community of support updated, but also to take the break in the chaos of boxes and reflect. This morning it has been harder to articulate where I'm at, and how I'm doing- though I'm doing really well.

Mostly, I just hate training. I am totally a hands on learner: throw me into the scenario and I learn best there. But corporate america says that reading manuals is the most effective way of learning, and so I'm reading, and writing my way through policy and procedure. BUT when I'm able to take a break, and get to meeting our staff I'm happiest.

My boss goes on vacation next week, which means I have up until then to ask any and every question I can possibly imagine before she takes her 9 day trip North. I feel like there's pressure in that situation to know everything before then, and sometimes I sense my controlling side of my brain freak out my more laid back side.

For the most part, just processing through how I feel, what I think, what my hopes are, concerns, questions, and of course comments. I've talked on the phone more this week since leaving then I ever did while traveling- its almost like a heaviness has lifted and the joy in connecting, bantering, and being intentional has returned in a life giving capacity: its wonderful.